|—||(James 1:5 NIV)|
This pretty much sums up everything. #9gag
This is an album after 3 years for me. I want to try being a bit serious in the Thanks To this time. It’s already been 10 years since we debut.
There probably are people who are new to loving me, but I’m sure there are fans who’ve been loving me for 10 years now. I think about it whenever I’m zoning out in the car, or whenever I’m going to sleep..
What ‘fans’ are..
I don’t have much of ‘fan love’ (t/n: in other words, fan service), I am not nice, so why do people give love to someone like me, who, in some way, is like a mean 5 years old?
And a thought that popped in my head was to not to look for the reason, and to express myself some too. Play (together) like we are eternal friends.
And that made me look hard at fans’ faces like I’ll put a hole on their face. Because of my prosopagnosia, my level of memory with faces are at same level as a fish but
I tried to memorize each and everyone but!!! as expected, I couldn’t do it well kkkkkkkkkk ah sorry kkkkkkkkkkkkk I can’t help this kkkkkkkkkkkkk but still, I read the letters, and try to remember their faces. Lastly, my beloved babies. Hyung will speak informally now. We will grow old someday and get married too. I hope you will come to Super Show in future with your babies. Then I would get emotional and really touched. Let’s picture ‘eternity’ like that together, and be together for a long long time ^~^
I hope that you guys will meet good people (partners) and will live happily. You guys have to get married quickly so I feel less sorry when I get married too kk
But I have to first quit games and comic books first-ng.. Tremble tremble..
Anyways, I love you, my babies!!!! Ppo Ppo kiss~ ^3^
Super Show 5 world tour has finally ended~ It was even better to have performed last performance with Beijing fans! Thank you so much to fans who have waited and been with us for a long time.. Sorry for being unable to say goodbye well ㅜㅜ There were many disappointing parts, but if you guys enjoyed, and were happy through Super Show, and when you have aged, can remember it as a happy memory, then it’s enough for me! What I felt while doing the tour this time is that we and you guys have feelings more than (those between) a singer-fans, and so I was happy ^^ Thank you so so much, and I love you~ Please anticipate for SJM’s new album that will be released soon! This year will become the year of Super Junior, so please be with us with a happy heart!!! Beijing, China fans, always thank you and sorry~
Translation by @NKSubs
Aaron Yan thinks of himself as the ‘vase’; leaves Fahrenheit to become ‘first brother’
Being honest is seen as the starting point for someone to turn mature. Aaron joined Fahrenheit when he was just 19 years old and he left the group 3 years ago. The 28 year old were given the leading roles for ‘Just You’ last year and ‘Fall in Love With Me’ this year. Hoping to break away from a ‘vase’ image (refers to the best looking member of a group with least talents), he expressed: “I didn’t know how anything was done back in the days, others kept calling me handsome and said I only have the looks, what else could I be other than a vase? Stop lying to yourself.”
Starting from scratch, there are no regrets for Aaron. “Choosing to go solo wasn’t an easy job. Fahrenheit was popular, but their performances weren’t well-recognised, their songs weren’t sung well, dances weren’t danced well, dramas weren’t acted well. At the time, I felt guilty for all the applause which I had received.” Hence Aaron prolonged his contract with H.I.M. International Music, providing that he is given a chance to ‘release a solo production’, Aaron said: “I was being overly protected while I was in Fahrenheit, I got pushed forward, kept doing the same things over and over again, there wasn’t a chance for me to learn how to become a professional singer and actor.”
Aaron once met DBSK while he was performing overseas, he said: “From just singing one song, I could already see what their group had and what we didn’t.” Therefore even if he had to start from scratch, even when his boss didn’t agree, he still insisted on doing so. It has been 3 years, there is still a long distance to becoming successful, but at least Aaron has already taken a step out right now.
He also expressed his thoughts on Fahrenheit being dubious over their jobs. “In the past, Wu Chun seemed to be a most popular one out of Fahrenheit. Most of the magazines companies will ask to shoot him, and ‘incidentally’ ask the other 3 members to be part of the shoots as well. I was very aware of this, I wasn’t stupid.” The line between fashion trend magazines and idol magazines were also very clear, we were only allowed to choose either one between the two styles. “Wu Chun, Jiro Wang and Calvin Chen were all over 25 years old and requested our management team to not receive idol magazine jobs for them to shoot, but at the time, I was only in my early 20s, hence a lot of my fans were kids, did they care about my feelings? Did they know how I live my life to this job?”
He expressed with honesty that the only member which he still have contact with is Wu Chun. “Because he really does see me as a partner who has worked hard for something together.” He added that he ‘aren’t friends’ with the other two members, “Our boss didn’t force us or say we have to become friends, as long as we look like we are a group on stage. But sorry I cannot act this out, when we can’t become friends, a feeling of truth and harmony cannot be presented.” Therefore even up to now, the most we would do for each other is to send each other flower baskets whenever we have a new production press conference.
I have no idea why I’m reblogging this. This… I just… And all I can ask myself is if the last few years were a lie…
And WHY? I understand you wanted to do your own thing (and you’ve done so well these past few years), but why did you have to throw DongRu under the bus like that? T.T Sometimes, I really wish you and Calvin weren’t both my biases. Now I’m caught in the middle and my heart is being shattered to pieces because of it.
And poor Calvin. Promos for It’s Still Summer will be starting soon, and everyone knows this will be brought up…
Way to make my week end on a bad note, Aaron…
(P.S. Zoe, I’m not mad at you, I promise. Thanks for always keeping us updated.)
EDIT (09-21-14) : After talking with a fellow Pudding, and doing some thinking of my own, I think I understand why he said what he did. It still hurts, and I wish he hadn’t been so direct about it, but that’s who Aaron is and we can’t change that. This is life, unfortunately, and thank you Aaron, for reminding us of that. I know things will be different now, but I know I (and all the other fans) won’t forget the memories the four of you created as “Fahrenheit.” :)
140922 Eunhyuk Instagram and Twitter Update:
@allrisesilver: With arms and legs tied, I cough up a scream. With the truth hidden, even cold lies are familiar. All with the same chilling smiles, pretending to be kind cosplay. Don’t want to say anything anymore. Bow and stay silent.Were everyone dead? I, listening to words like ‘don’t become trash, become a lie’, am also fake. (You) destroyed what used to be an unchanging dream, but what? The one who’s changed is you guys, what more do you want from me. Being aware, losing to the silence; a flower bloom in the mud; Turned on the light in the darkness and I’m walking with my shoulders straight. I won’t ever lose. Try pushing me more. This isn’t a maze, mirror. Put away those dirty hands. Your last place is on the keyboard; behind my back are friends who trust me. Try living like that forever. Nobody cares about desperate excuses. Why do you look at me so hard like that? Pitiful! Watch and see if I get out of here (because of you). Keep hiding there and continue to bark like crazy! I will walk my path, just follow my tail. See clearly with (your) two eyes how far I go. With arms and legs tied, I cough up a scream. With the truth hidden, even cold lies are familiar…
T/n: Lyrics to Eunhyuk’s solo from SS6..
I’m not all that good in translating lyrics ㅠ ㅅ ㅠ